THIS IS NEW FOR ME BUT I THINK IT'LL BE GOOD FOR ME. I'M ON A NEW JOURNEY AND I WANT TO PUT EVERYTHING I EXPERIENCE INTO WORDS & THIS IS WHERE I'LL START..
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Rambling On..

I’ve given up Country Music for 21 days. This will be hard for me but My relationship with God needs to grow. I know I’ll focus on him more without it. I’m doing anything I can to prove to him that I trust in him. So I’m starting tithing too. I know I’m meant to go to Africa, for what reasons idk, Maybe just a good reality check. But I’m not stressing over the money so that’s how I’m putting it in his hands. I’m starting the gym today, no excuses. My cough will just have to deal. For whatever reason it keeps coming back. I have to get over being unhappy with myself when I have the power to change it. I’ve been struggling with having a certain someone on my mind that I know I shouldn’t. I’m giving that up too. My thoughts have been pure selfishness & its time to move on from it. God knows what he’s doing and I just gotta trust the right things will fall into place. It feels so good to finally be where I’m at. It gives me so much motivation knowing Gods on my side.

 
 
 
 

so true..

beccalamb:

Be careful what choices you make for your life. Your escape could become your prison.

 
 

Sick days..

Are the laziest days. & I love them. ..Except for the sick part.

 
 
undressedskeleton:

This may seem really dorky and really cheesy but it’s actually worked! After Jeremy and I moved to Chicago we realized we started slipping into hold habits, we were eating out a lot rather than cooking dinner, stopped spending time at the gym, and were just being totally lazy! He had a great idea that we should make a goal chart! It is fun to give each other check marks, it’s almost like a competition! We set a goal to have 80% of the boxes checked, and if we do by Sunday we get to treat ourselves! You can make one of these charts with yourself to help you get motivated or with a friend! I bought the board at Walmart for 4$! 

undressedskeleton:

This may seem really dorky and really cheesy but it’s actually worked! After Jeremy and I moved to Chicago we realized we started slipping into hold habits, we were eating out a lot rather than cooking dinner, stopped spending time at the gym, and were just being totally lazy! He had a great idea that we should make a goal chart! It is fun to give each other check marks, it’s almost like a competition! We set a goal to have 80% of the boxes checked, and if we do by Sunday we get to treat ourselves! You can make one of these charts with yourself to help you get motivated or with a friend! I bought the board at Walmart for 4$! 

 
 

Im done..

•Being Disgusted with Myself.
•Caring about what people think.
•Telling myself I’m not good enough.
•Giving Tim a second thought, he will no longer control me.
•Caring about where I’ve been..
Because where I’m going is so much more important.

I am a child of God & I am Free.

 
 

its been awhile.

These days, I feel like I’ve been turning to anything to restore my confidence.
Right now, I’m depending on this diet…
I think maybe I might be avoiding who I need to turn too.

 
 

When you listen to your iPod in public places.

the-absolute-funniest-posts:

On the outside you’re like:

But on the inside you’re like:

 


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